Thinking about

Session with Eric tomorrow.  Is it going to be weird?  Maybe we can pretend the moment didn't happen, but I still cried all over him and didn't tell him why.  I wonder if he's sitting dreading it too?  Or is he out doing young hot person things and won't even remember I exist?  Maybe my flab isn't so bad, or maybe I should get one of those machines that gives you electric shocks while you watch TV and get hot that way.

Or maybe I'll think about a different, easier Eric for a little while: