Session with Eric tomorrow. Is it going to be weird? Maybe we can pretend the moment didn't happen, but I still cried all over him and didn't tell him why. I wonder if he's sitting dreading it too? Or is he out doing young hot person things and won't even remember I exist? Maybe my flab isn't so bad, or maybe I should get one of those machines that gives you electric shocks while you watch TV and get hot that way.
Or maybe I'll think about a different, easier Eric for a little while: