Damn, I hate to admit this... but I chickened out. Yeah I know! I was so set to go, but then... I dunno. I was kind of intimidated by the Sarcastic Bartender Chicky, and even though I'm pretty tough and brave, going to a bar at night by myself was just a little bit step too far.
Plus... okay this is going to sound kind of crazy, so can we keep it just between us m'kay?
I was a little scared to see him again. I mean. I have had SO much disappointment in my life lately, and he was just so awesome and perfect and mind-blowing, and I just wanted to keep that impression a little while, just for me. You know?
I WILL track him down again, and I WILL NOT be disappointed, but I just wasn't in a place where I wanted to take a risk. I don't know if staying in and watching TV in a bad mood is truly being kind to myself, but it is what needed to happen that night.
But this is another week... we'll see how I feel.
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| Mystery Man a little longer... |
2 comments:
Get out there girl and find your man! I really think this was meant to be for you all the stuff that happened, ending up in SWEDEN and then you meet somebody who takes your breath away... I mean, its for real girl! Good luck! xoxoxox
I'll do my best! I don't know if it means anything about me being with him, but I would definitely be happy to be his fan! On the detectiving trail right now...
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