Somebody new and handsome who will be nice to me? Maybe my problem is that I don't know how to be treated right? I mean, I had a fairytale marriage that was for keeps and we all know how that turned out, right? Maybe I don't know how to be happy? They always say that you have to love yourself before anybody else loves you, well I don;t have a problem getting them to love me in the first place, but what if I deep down don't love myself enough and that's why my heart gets broken over and over again?
He came over and he asked if he could sit at my table (it was pretty busy but there were other people he could have doubled up with) and took out his book to begin with. I couldn't understand the title of course but it was a thick, intellectual looking book and also he wore reading glasses which was just the dreamiest thing. Like a hot professor (it would be even better if he was wearing tweed, but he was not) but with a warm, crinkly sexy vibe.
I was too scared to even talk to him to start with but then suddenly I looked up from my magazine and he was looking at me.